I look around at the sudden chill
and wonder why the sun has left
As I make my way through the gruesome hour
Drowning in its sudden depth
Why did the music have to end
In the middle of my favorite song
When was the last time I saw a smile
Has it really been that long ?
If this is what it means to survive
Do I really want to win this fight ?
And as I make my way through the dark shadows
I realize I'm afraid of light
