Mantra

I once read that if something was worth doing - then it was worth doing well. If it was worth having, then it was worth waiting for...and if it was worth waiting for...then it was darn well worth fighting for.

And so the saga continues...A day in the life of kau.

Wading through a sea of cliches everyday - stuck in a moment that I cant get out of in rush hour traffic.

I see flashes of my life and remember the laughter and warmth. Then I also feel my heart beating wildly and I remember the hurt and the sense of utter loss. And the mood becomes grim. But in a few gut wrenching seconds I recollect vividly the precise moment when I set myself free and smile as the breeze changes direction midway.

This is where my story started and now I am back here.

And there is meaning in this circle of life.

Maybe I havent found it yet and maybe I never will. But the thruth not being known doesnt stop it from being true and such is the way of the world.

So I walk few more steps everyday...further away from who I once was and yet seemingly no closer to who I will ultimately be.

But these minutes - these long stretching summer minutes are eternity and for the briefest of moments if at all ...somewhere suspended in this dusty hour - I am complete.

Thank God I have enough.